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so she says;






so many reasons why
Sunday, November 16, 2008

to be honest, i am not too excited about it. there is this unwanted constant nagging in my head.



for the 2 months, i were unhappy. and then i settle down and contented by the third. but now, i feel so horrible. i never wanted to admit but i dread so much so that i live in denial every other day.



apart from what i cant control, for 5 months, there's nothing major. my life seems to stop functioning. and perhaps when i stop functioning, we stopped. i cant find a beautiful lie to convince. those words stung my already numb ears and maybe my frozen heart. indeed, i will then understand how it feels in the end. i dont know how soon is the end but i know eventually, it will.



attended rihanna's maiden concert in sg. as much as i like her, it was a tad bit disappointing. short and 'distubia' went wrong after 15 secs. geez.

@12:44 AM